|This is from June, I think. I had been going pretty strong for about a month at this point. No weight lost whatsoever.|
|This was July I believe. I guess my stomach wasn't poking out quite as far, but it was also a different angle.|
|This is after the vacation, one of the few times I decided to go to the gym. I tried real hard to just keep going.|
|This is the most recent workout I did just a few days ago.|
For too long I have let food control me. I've let emotions control me. I've let people control me. I've let guilt control me. I've let doubt and fear control me. It's time for me to control them. No more of this sad, discouraged, depressed, bullshit story I keep telling myself. I deserve more than that.
I am not giving up. I am not going to quit, because I need to take care of myself. I deserve to be fit and happy and healthy. I deserve to accomplish my goals. So, here's to the journey of moving forward and not looking back. To act, and not be acted upon. I am not going to let my story end here. I am the one who gets to choose my fate! I get to decide who I decides who I am and who I want to be. *fist pump*